I do not care about what type of car you have, where or whether you have a huge house, flat or a spacious apartment. More I wonder if you are able to build me a shelter in case of need in the middle of the forest with your own bare hands.
I do not care how many degrees you have before and after your name. What is your job or career position or what social status you have. I wonder whether work you are doing is fulfilling you and contributes to giving out love to the world.
I do not care how much you earn or what kind of brands you wear. Soon I wonder, whether in case of need, you are able to do something below your level in order to take care about me and our children .
I do not care what would you look like, whether you have him big not even if you are good at bed. Moreover I do care how do you perceive a woman when you make love to her. If you are aware of the sanctity of the connection between. Are you primarily designed to ensure your own satisfaction or you can manage to control yourself enough, to be filled with witnesses of produced pleasure, without trying all the time to indulge it only for yourself .
I am not interested in your unfounded criticism nor what you say to me while we are fighting. Moreover I do care about my overall impression, whether I feel that you respect my presence or you dared to let me be only your everyday matter of course.
I do not care whether you´re master of crossword puzzles, Sudoku, the logical quizzes or maps although I admit it would be appropriate advantage. But I wonder if you have the courage to be guided by my intuition.
I do not care how you are when everything is in order, when things go the way you want and exactly according to your visions and plans. But I do care how you are when the storm arises, when everything collapses when you find yourself at the very bottom, or when I got there too .
I do not care how you are when you are healthy and full of natural wellness & harmony. Moreover I do care, how you will be when you lose health and what would you do if that happens to me.
I do not care what kind of fun you confess, neither I do not care about your preference and on contrary what you don´t really like, yet you have the freedom of choice as everybody else. But I do care, however, if you know to laugh on the primitive jokes, the awkwardness, childishness and naivety. Whether you know how to laugh despite tears and whether you are able to cry. Do you think you can laugh even despite a fact you are not very happy, but you see me laughing and having fun, so you feel pure joy in my interest – cause I am sure you wouldn´t want to ruin my short happy time.
I do not care how you would react when I’m calm and harmonized. I wonder how can you withstand a storm. Whether you are there for me to stand or you let yourself to tear down.
Maybe you do not know how to nailed nails not even construct time machine or airship, but always when you notice that I carry something heavy, you would relieve me from the load with pure willingness and love. And if by chance not, then please, learn how to nailed the nails at least.
And I will not lie that your appearance does not interest me at all. Because it does. But the one from within. How do you look when I close my eyes and see you. But you can feel free to have a nice firm body, handsome face and also long hair.
In fact, what really matters to me, is how our connection will function between us. Whether I will be gravitated by irresistible attraction and every touch, a word, a gesture, a way you do, will be so close as you would fit into me as the last piece of the puzzle .
And I do not care how expensive restaurants you prefer to visit. But on the contrary I wonder what you eat. How do you move your body and whether you perceive your body as a sacred temple which should be cared and nurtured for.
In fact I totally don‘t mind things such as you look on other women. Because there is a lot of women and I am sure that even more beautiful than I am. Do not worry, not even I will always have eyes only for you because I have a delight in men. But we both know that I’m your queen and you are my king. Innocent look is for free. Even flowers are praised and we are not limited only to praise roses. Therefore you wont ” water ” another as I wont make ,,happy,, another with my fragrance.
Maybe you’ll be sometimes afraid of my power and otherness. I’m warning you in advance. Well, I believe that you possess the skill of acceptance. Face it and will find an affection in it. That is valid in both directions.
And you know what I definitely release my interest upon is in what you believe, if that what you believe in transforms, cultivate and contributes to your personal and spiritual growth every day .
I do not care how you are when you drink. I wonder how you will react in that state, when I will slap your face or insult your ego .
Basically, it is two plus one to me how many children you want if that number will be close to ,,one,, at least., Rather I wonder how would children react on you. They first always reveal the sincerity of a man…
If someone like you exists I am sure that you don´t care
How do I dress, what perfume I use, but what matters the most to you, is mine moral purity and inner beauty.
What make up I have, hair and my external appearance, even though I know you are interested in that too. But including – moreover you respect my nature, authenticity and inability to pretend or play roles cause this is just not my way.
Whether your friends or family will love me because you are more interested in my ability to love myself, you and our future children .
What I do for living and how much I earn, because I know you would be happy if I am doing something that fills me up with happiness.
What is my body and how am I in bed because that power of connection and affinity does not require to ask this question further.
I also assume that you do not care if I go to church or believe in God because you realized, that I do not need to put my beliefs into a one form and go off the beaten paths. You do understand that I love to walk my own way. Because where I feel the truth I will go through the dense forest .
And I am sure you don’t care at all where do I go to the gym, according to what diet I eat, what trends I catch and whether I have equipped the fat on my belly and sent a letter of farewell to my cellulite, for I know that you are more interested in what kind of food I consume and that if I am well aware that my body will be once for nine months home also to your blood.
I may not be a typical ,,Cook , stove, iron, kids,, mother,, but I can assure you that I know where you can buy the best quality food, I have an overview of all restaurants, places where it is just ” nice” to hang out and I am able to give my children a maximum of love. Maybe not everything will be in nice luster of purity, but sorry Dear : ,,We hade played a little artistic game and painted the walls and yes I clearly understand after yesterday’s sandbox in the living room, that was a piece too much, but… I do my best to do so much better.,,
Many, many thanks you respect my friends and buddies because they are like my family and also my work because I just love it. Please, prepare yourself that I won´t always wait for your at home with warm dinner because I love people and society but certainly, you will never get bored with me. That I can promise.
Really – I do not know if I mentioned the word “spontaneity”. Simply wake up in the morning and run for the sun. Sit in the car and just go away aimlessly finish in Italy or on the gas station behind the borders of our country, it is also typically mine…
And I know you do not care about commitment because you cherish my wings above all and the necessary freedom, to which I would never take from you.
Everything mentioned above is only a speck compared to your courage to love me. To love at the moment when really there is nothing to love, because I have a bad mood, bad day, I was a little put on weight after two deliveries and do not feel well within myself . Well, but you are still here for me now.
I know you have a million mistakes and I know I have them myself but our commitment is to teach to love them on ourselves above all else. While we fail million times. That one day we won´t will come. I know it. You know it.
It sounds like you’re perfect . But NO, please DON’T ! Even I’m not. I know that we are each unique and I love the uniqueness but nevertheless, if you find conditions that come to doubt… And , believe me you will. So all the values of our connection exceeds volatile pettiness . If they won’t, you leave… so that I leave.
If there is somebody like you . So I ‘m here .Waiting. You are welcome in my open arms. Look, I already do not like to play around those embarrassing games of cat and mouse. I am already grown up. I decided I will recognize you immediately as I look into your eyes. You probably won´t recognize me. But never mind. We women have that ability. I guarantee you, that if you let me guide you, you will find the key to heavens. I will teach you to love, I include you with all my love and fully surrender, open and devote myself to you.
I do not have nothing to lose.
I call you. Fly next to me but not on me. Not in front of me neither below me. Let´s fly together. Enjoying the crazy single life drift over rocks, over cliffs and wild rivers. Become an eagle and teach me when I forget who I am, remind me. I ‘ll do the same for you. I do not need you, but I want to fly next to you. You do not need me but you do want me to fly next you. I won´t change you and please DO NOT try to CHANGE me . Let´s change TOGETHER in progress of the development, in transcendence.
Before we meet, give me a little more time. I need to know myself and learn to love. All I want from you, I want to become. In order – I never want to become dependent on you. I want to be like the sun for your land. Do not want to burn or dry your earth . Therefore give me enough time to learn to control glow of mine. I know that you’re going to need it too so that you can build the proper, fertile and stable earth for me.
If that is not you or you simply does not exist. Never mind…Maybe on another planet, another incarnation, time or just me by myself …
Even so, I love my solo flight … I’ll sow love upon the area of my flight and hopefully little bit to change myself in a good way and the color bit this dry and grey world at least.